Just wanted to update, since people still take the time to check on me (thank you, btw…)

Things are well. No more word from exMM’s wife. I mentioned in comments on the last post that I messaged her through FB to apologize (and also mentioned that I knew it was her that left the comment on my blog) and her FB page disappeared within hours.

Anyway – she doesn’t have anything to worry about. I don’t think about him much. In fact, days can go by now before something reminds me of him. I finally see him as a piece of shit. Not all MM are. But HE was/is. He used me for some fantasy sex life and never intended to do anything more with me. I read what some of you wrote about your affairs, and I can tell that they DID mean something to BOTH parties. Not mine. It was just me. All it meant to him was the chance to explore his sexual fantasies.

So, now, I can actually be THANKFUL that it is over. That I ended it by sending that letter. He would have tossed me aside in the blink of an eye without a care on his own. I see that now.

Thanks for checking in on me. You all are a big part of my healing.